I haven’t been feeling very strong and powerful lately. I have become needy, fragile and vulnerable as the pressure hits. I have become a frightened child again triggering old feelings from the past. Looking outward for help and warmth.
I have forgotten who I am in a sense. I have forgotten how strong I am and how many times I have moved out of a comfort zone. I left home when I was much younger to study at a university in another country all by myself. I thrived and did well in my studies and made so many friends. After I graduated I left home again with very little money.I was alone in a foreign country and I thrived again.
So moving, and leaving places is not new to me. It’s a well-trodden path for me. I am reminding myself today of who I am, of my essence of great courage, strength, wisdom and bravery. I am reminding myself that I have all the resources within to manage this and that whatever comes I will be ok and it will be the right thing for me. There will be times when I have to dig very deep for that inner strength but I only need to be still to find that quiet centre and gather strength from it.