Feeling really sad today, starting to feel all the losses. All the people, comforts and familiarity I will be leaving behind. I am watching as the furniture leaves and people say goodbye. It is hard. It is such a huge move for me, yet life goes on and will go on for everyone I leave behind. Am I expecting the world to stop and people’s lives to stop just because I am going? I don’t know, it’s a strange feeling of excitement and stress tinged with sadness. Everything no matter how good or bad, is temporary and passes away. In the end we only have ourselves.