Merry Christmas to you all. My Christmas present came in the form of a message from my uncle. Over a month ago, I wrote an email to him as he had asked why I was not in contact with my parents. I sent him a long and honest email telling him that I was sexually…
I am my son’s most fierce advocate! Fierce and furious because I was never protected by my own mother. It’s so hard to admit even now…but she never protected me and is guilty of gross negligence towards me. It hurts so deeply to know that I wasn’t important enough to her to speak up on…
After posting yesterday about my ex-husband’s continued antics and tantrums, I received your messages of support and have been reminded of who I am. The woman who stood up to an abusive man and divorced him, the woman who confronted her abusive parents and cut them out of her life for their refusal to acknowledge…
I am discovering only now at 40, the very troubled relationship I have with boundaries, physical touch and being able to say NO! It is no surprise that all of this is difficult for me having been sexually abused by the man who was given the job of protecting and nurturing me. To compound the…
Woke up this morning with a very raw feeling in the centre of me. My counselling session churned up dirty, ugly, things from the past and I am sitting with all the hard stuff that has bubbled up. We talked about some painful realisations that I have made. Of how the body remembers all the…
I am flying to London later tonight and am reflecting how far I have come since last year this time. Last year this time I was full of anxiety to see my husband. I was still emotionally dependent on him and worried about his moods and what I could do to appease and fix things.…
Today is a pretty bad day in my estimation. Everything seems to be going wrong. At work, things are messy, with miscommunication at every turn. But more than that I am feeling terrible after receiving an email from my brother. On Friday last week, the brother who I have confided in about the abuse contacted…
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