It’s so easy to get stuck. Stuck in a place physically, stuck in a particular mindset, stuck in a painful feeling.
Making changes and seeing things with a fresh new perspective takes hard work and effort. It takes honesty and boldness to step out into places that you haven’t walked before.
Seeing yourself in a different light takes self-love and self-awareness and a willingness to embrace reality.
As I do all these things and share them with you on this blog, I feel that I am learning and growing right before your eyes. There are hard days and good days; all of which I share with you.
I am going to be doing a skydive in less than three weeks time. I will be free falling from a plane 13000 feet above the ground. I trust that the universe will look after me as it has done up to now. It’s a tandem jump so I will be securely strapped onto a trained instructor all the way. I don’t have to do anything except enjoy the view!
I will be moving back to London by Spring next year so that is something else I am preparing for and I hope to travel to another country on my bucket list in December. So… there are lots of exciting things I am looking forward to and many many old feelings and thought patterns I want to leave behind. They helped me survive but now is a time for thriving!
We; you and I and all of us will find our way home.
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I admire your passion and bravery. So full of hope and success. It’s so lovely to read and see that the universe is awaiting you. I applaud you as the universe they say applauds action not thought. A smile in my heart for you 🙂
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Thank you kindly for your continued support
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And Thank you for your honest beautiful inspirational sharings. They renew me with hope and belief too.
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This part is so profound to me on so many layers:
“I trust that the universe will look after me as it has done up to now. It’s a tandem jump so I will be securely strapped onto a trained instructor all the way.”
Not only are you trusting the universe to look after you, but you are trusting another human-being as you free-fall together through the air. How brave is that? You are letting go and being held/holding on. So much to think about there. And as you leap into nothingness and fall … and fall … and fall — one thing will be unchanged. YOU. You have supported yourself always. You will continue to do so. As you let go. And hold. And leap!
Pure magic.
I cannot wait to hear more! Sending love to you!
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Thank you! Your words are always a sweet balm for me! I didn’t think of it like that but yes there is that delicate balance between holding on and letting go as I take a huge leap of faith!!
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Moving forward takes more hard work than I would have ever dreamed. You are doing it! I look forward to reading about your skydive!
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Thank you! You are doing it too, and so well!
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